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God, what do they take me for? A sheep? A Lemming? An idiot?
Well, do you just expect me not to notice you fucking with my grades Ms. Shit-for-brains? How my average should be an 86 but you have me as a 79? Like Im to much of a loser to do the math? Honestly, you should have stuck with an 82 or something. Because I cant get above a 90 on two tests and still get a C. Duh.

My dad saw my blog entries. Now I can't post any more "insulting" or "unacceptable" blogs. Or my signature dark poems. All I can do is post my stories.
But isn't this supposed to be "Giving voice to the teen mind"? Like, not censored and free speech and whatever?
But who cares? Im not gonna stop. I'll do whatever I damn well please.
And technically, I can still post whatever I want. Freedom of speech and freedom of press. It's in the constitution. Like they think I grew up under a rock.

I hate you.
You sit on the nightstand and watch me. Your red eyes bore into me. You poke me, prod me, tease me, taunt me!
You wonder why I hit you?!?
You little DEMON! You should never have come into the world.
I want to be left alone. Sleep is good. Give me back my dreams!
Damn you, alarm clock!

Im feeling sick...
I ran 7 miles on Cross Country. 5 of them were uphill...
I have to write a research paper.
My bio teacher is messing with my grades. I hate her so much.
I'm missing the dance on Friday.
School is just a nightmare. Im gonna wake u any second to the demonic alarm clock...
My parents are gonna pull me out if I get a C cuz they dont want to pay tuition. So I'll never see my friends again.
Soon I'll be getting blown up in ANOTHER lecture.
Just another perfect day.

Two words.
Linkin Park.
Their music just touches me. It reflects my life.
I gotta find 'Somewhere i belong'
Just plz,plz 'No more sorrow'!!!!
Im 'numb' as i write this.
Im 'crawling' just 'one step closer' to find out what happens 'in the end'
SO JUST F*CKIN 'BLEED IT OUT' ALREADY AIGHT?!?

so i feel like tihs site sorta fell aprt.

Will they get it over with already? I'm tired of the lectures. Can't they see I don't care? It's not that it won't sink in, or that I'm stupid, I just don't care. My parents are pissing me off.
How easy it would be to run off, not look back, not care. But I won't do that. Running away from your problems is for wimps. I'm gonna tough it out for a little while.
My parents just have to learn that they don't control me anymore, I'm not a puppet, I have my own will, and I'm gonna fight anyone who says otherwise. We're gonna be in charge someday, so I'm gonna start early.

i hate everything. i hate everyone. i want out. fuck this life. why cant shit be simple anymore? fuckity fuck fuck fuck. people will never change. i will never change.

I guess I'll start my blog now. Better late than never. And so.
I suppose you could say I hate most things in life. Friends. Imediate Family. Being a teenager. Life right now, sucks.
I think my mind decided to start going emo a few months ago. I don't know what my soul has decided yet, but since I haven't slit my wrists yet, so far so good.
I haye being me.
When I die, I want to be resurected as an eagle. Or a wolf. Something without the pressures of homework. I hate homework. And life.

I haven't been around much and by the looks of it neither has anyone else, really. I'm writting a new story so i'll put up excerpts of it later wen i type it up ......ive been thro a lot these past weeks ....

where is everyone???